I sit here and flip through 100 some channels and can’t find anything I want to watch. I remember a time when there was only a few channels and everyone would gather around at certain times to watch their favorite shows. I tried doing that with my kids, granted it was mostly kid shows, but… Continue reading Time Goes By
I haven’t written in a long time. Not really sure what to write. So much has happened since I have last wrote. We’ve moved, started a new job, lost loved ones and gained new family members. I now have 3 grand babies. Things are always changing. We can’t stop that. We have to do what… Continue reading Undecided
I just have to rant. Enough is enough! This time of year is always hard for me. For some reason March is the hardest month of the year for me and we will be there soon enough. I am tired of giving until it hurts. I go into it expecting nothing in return. I have… Continue reading Enough is enough
Why am I so unlovable? I try to do things right. I mess up at times but the question always comes back to why am I so unlovable? I show affection to those I love but it’s not always returned. Why do I bother? I have supposed friends. I try to reach out but don’t… Continue reading Why am I unlovable?
Maybe it is the person walking down the street that smiles or says hello to you. They think you are important enough to smile, say hello or give a friendly gesture. For me, my unsung hero is my husband. He has stuck with me through all the good and the bad. And there has been… Continue reading Unsung heroes
It’s a beautiful day out today but there is this looming cloud above my head. I know in my heart everything will be okay, but my head likes to play games with me. At a standstill but my head is racing with uncontrollable thoughts. Why can’t my heart tell my head it’s going to be… Continue reading Looming cloud
Just once, I want my life to turn around. Just once, I don’t want to have suicidal thoughts. Just once, I want my kids to listen to me. I know a thing or two about what I am talking about. Just once, I want to have the wedding and honeymoon. Just once, I want to… Continue reading Just once…