Why am I so unlovable? I try to do things right. I mess up at times but the question always comes back to why am I so unlovable? I show affection to those I love but it’s not always returned. Why do I bother? I have supposed friends. I try to reach out but don’t… Continue reading Why am I unlovable?
Maybe it is the person walking down the street that smiles or says hello to you. They think you are important enough to smile, say hello or give a friendly gesture. For me, my unsung hero is my husband. He has stuck with me through all the good and the bad. And there has been… Continue reading Unsung heroes
It’s a beautiful day out today but there is this looming cloud above my head. I know in my heart everything will be okay, but my head likes to play games with me. At a standstill but my head is racing with uncontrollable thoughts. Why can’t my heart tell my head it’s going to be… Continue reading Looming cloud
Just once, I want my life to turn around. Just once, I don’t want to have suicidal thoughts. Just once, I want my kids to listen to me. I know a thing or two about what I am talking about. Just once, I want to have the wedding and honeymoon. Just once, I want to… Continue reading Just once…
It’s hard to believe it has been over a year since I started this blog. A lot has happened since then – moved, lost loved ones, gained new ones and moved again. I’m not sure how I am still here but I am. I am grateful for the ones closest to me to help… Continue reading A Year
It’s amazing how one event can change your life. It can be good or bad. No matter how you try to fight the emotions, they will come. Maybe not right away, but eventually they will come. My daughter got engaged this past week. I’m still waiting for reality to kick in. He is a… Continue reading Good or bad
This not about a physical roller coaster, this is about the mental roller coaster ride. The ups and downs inside the head. I have been on this roller coaster for almost a year now. The ups, downs, twists and curves. Many life events have happened this past year. I am hoping it is going to… Continue reading Roller coasters